do i have to wait?
i need an answer
do i still get to see yr smile like i always do?
i want to see that happen
should i/shall i/will i/ do i have a chance?
i need to know

i really misss you like, words cant be say, action that cant be seen!
i remember only the happy times, cos that the times i am able to see you smile. i long for that to happen again.
will you let it happen?

why do i feel so sucky? the feelings isnt right!
i just hope things would be where it first started, what happen on the 27 may!
i just hope it nv change!

but i screw it! i always screw things up and regretted!
why? why do ppl always not thinking of what will happen, and only regret after doing it!
i know, i admit, i do regretted! i really did!

but, i donno, i really am confused.

you make me spin. make me heart sway!
you make me fall in love with you deeply and you cruelly hurt it deep.
you make me smile when i am sad.
you make me laugh when i cry
you make me feel safe when i'm with you
you make me love you like you love me deep
you protect me like heavens dropping
you gave me everything like i was so important
you never fail to be there for me
but, there arent anyone like you i can replaced.
cos, only u, only u i have in mind!
why does this hurt so much!

only you can give me what i want, what i long for.
the only happinesss.
what i wished for> was you by my side all the time..